I am repaid for my foolish hubris in feeling energetic yesterday by hitting my limits hard today. Hm. Not a fan, actually. Filing a bug report about this.
The most frustrating thing disability teaches you (aside from literal pain endurance) is patience. No, you don’t actually get to complete [the thing]. It has to wait.
Anyways sorry for the vent! My brain and body test me.
I am repaid for my foolish hubris in feeling energetic yesterday by hitting my limits hard today. Hm. Not a fan, actually. Filing a bug report about this.
The most frustrating thing disability teaches you (aside from literal pain endurance) is patience. No, you don’t actually get to complete [the thing]. It has to wait.
I am repaid for my foolish hubris in feeling energetic yesterday by hitting my limits hard today. Hm. Not a fan, actually. Filing a bug report about this.
The trick to enduring is to not let yourself consider a future where you don’t have to endure. The way it is now is the way it will be forever, and that is acceptable, because there are no other options. This is now there is no other experience.
Relatedly, I have been on public transit for the last three hours, and my headphones are broken.
The problem with having friends is that sometimes they tell you a story that is them having a not-great day but you just love them so much that picturing the situation fills you with such a wave of love that you black out a bit and you are incapable of saying anything other than “i love you” even though “that sucks” may be more appropriate.
I’m sure this is relatable to everyone.
Given how intensely I reacted to spending a single overnight with friends I suspect a) Christmas is gonna be a trial, b) going back to university is out of my reach. I am lying in a darkened room with my eyes closed after less than 24 hours of being around people.
Oh I am drunk, it is so dizzying to be happy, or maybe that is the spins talking.
New record, Psychiatrist talked to me for 30 minutes and says he has no doubt that I have autism spectrum disorder, big pog.
Oh boy. Either the minecraft special interest just broke after however many months this has been, or I am entering a depression downturn, because it is a bit wild to be in my brain right now.
Don't give up. Unless you have to for a little while. Then don't panic. CONTAINS: Star Trek, Dungeons and Dragons, Critical Role, History, Current Affairs, Space, Cats, and Etc. Adult.